would the person i was 10 years ago be proud of me today?

i just got asked the question : "would the person you were ten years ago be proud of who you are today?"
i honestly dont know... i was 11 ten years ago... im sure i would have been proud of me being on my own and supporting myself. but i have made some bad choices concerning guys and not finnishing actual highschool. but i did go to military school... so idk?
i know for a fact that the 11year old me would never have imagined i would go through what i have in the last year. from losing garnett to losing my grandma and the icing on the cake... losing my little mattmatt... =( . i would never have imagined my mom would have even had another baby, let alone get married. then almost get divorced . and even get her endowments. so much has changed in the past year, let alone the past TEN years.
thinking about how much everything has changed makes me sad. i mean not everything thats changed has been bad. somethings were good. but growing up is scary!
now im thinking of where i will be ten years from now??? married? kids? carreer? happy? miserable? if so, then why?.... all the unanswered questions in life......