missed a day.. oops lol

well , i missed a day of blogging cuz of work was busy. sorry. so im reading this book called "Sam" by Jack Weyland . it is a LDS book. it is amazing. its got me thinking though... its saying that its a commandment to get married... can i help it that i have not met someone who loves me and wants to marry me ?! i dont think that that is right... believe me i do want to get married.. its actually my only dream in life! but finding a good man is quite hard... =( . so god... here is a message." if you want me to get married please send me a good man asap. that way i can keep that commandment" hehe . oh, and speaking of men... my friends mom today suggested i use Match.com lol im only 20 but somehow feel im old....im almost 21... one more month!!! but i would liketo know how others feel about marraige??? comment?